I met a guy whom I feel comfortable to share my daily life stories with. Maybe I'm catching feelings a little. They are such an amazing person, with a kind heart and great mindset. But it didn't work out in the end because it was just a 'spur of the moment'. Maybe I don't like, love, him like that. Maybe I'm just loving the idea of me having a stable and longlasting relationship with that person. And that is not enough. Like what Raisa (Usai Di Sini, 2017)said, lebih baik kita usai di sini, sebelum cerita indah tergantikan pahitnya sakit hati bukannya aku mudah menyerah, tapi bijaksana, mengerti kapan harus berhenti ku kan menunggu, tapi tak selamanya. I kindly let them go.
I'm currently being an intern in Mayor Office and I can't help but wonder how exhausting it is for those employees to wake up early every morning and then go home at 4 pm everyday except for weekend. The thought of me doing that same routine in the future is truly wild! In addition, I feel sleepy all the time ;( It is only 8 am now and I am already zoning out to the image of my bed and pillows at home. I am fucked up.
Hello guys I'll make this quick please stream EXO-CBX's new mini album Blooming Days which consists of 7 new tracks; Monday Blues, Blooming Day, Sweet Dreams!, Thursday, Vroom Vroom, Playdate, and Lazy with Blooming Day as the title track/main track for the comeback. Don't forget to watch the MV! The Oh baby...oh baby part is so eargasm and shoutout to Kasper for making Blooming Day's choreo, it looks so nice. For real.
I just happened to watch a
super(b) cliché Indonesian movie, called Dilan 1990, and it was such a
traumatizing experience for me to say the least. I’m not complaining about the
one who acts as Dilan though—Iqbaal
Ramadhan, nope, not at all. It’s just his character, the Dilan himself, who
makes me wanting to throw every possible items located near my range to the
movie screen. He is super duper cheesy, Dilan is one greasy little shit.
Everything coming from his mouth is sin.
I don’t really like the
characterization of the main role. Dilan is portrayed as a highschool student,
a little bit delinquent, I guess, being a member of motorcycle gang in his school.
He is head over heels for the new student, Milea,
and you can guess the rest, cheese is being spread non stop throughout the
whole movie. But that’s not the main point of my argument. Being deadass cheesy
isn’t going to make me criticizing the character (because honestly I giggled
85% of the time because of the cheesiness), but chasing over a pretty
girlfriend of other man is.
It’s not, by all means, Dilan’s
fault. This is going to be difficult for me to explain. The girl is also at
fault in this matter, knowing that she is already having a boyfriend who lives
in the other city, but she is still accepting Dilan’s mate-calling. This whole
ordeal seems so fucked up in every angle possible. I’m the type of person who
thinks that girls supposed to be loyal to their partners and not accepting and
even considering other men’s love attempts. When you are in a relationship with
someone, you have to be committed to that person. Some of you might call me
narrow-minded but I really hold to that thought since I was 2.
For instances, Milea keeps
waiting for Dilan’s phone call and gets excited for it. It is also really
irking me off when there is this one scene where Dilan thought that Milea is in
a relationship with this guy named Nandan, causing him to stop calling Milea
and start to ignore Milea at school. I guess Dilan knows his position and he tries to give Milea her personal space. Later on, Milea asks Dilan’s bestfriend to
inform Dilan that Milea is, in fact, not having any relation with Nandan. Milea
is really eager to solve the misunderstanding so that Dilan will hit her up again through phone call like usual.
I got really pissed.
And Dilan? Have I told you that
I hate how Dilan goes straight to chase after Milea when they just met? Milea
does not even know him in the first place? Yes, men are after the face. I
suppose.
I haven’t read the book yet, so
I don’t know whether the author explains Dilan and Milea’s first meeting
clearly. But I gotta be honest, the idea of Dilan chasing over Milea because
she is just a pretty face does not
sit well in the back of my mind. I resent boys for it. Like? What if Milea is
some serial killer in her previous school? Milea accepting Dilan’s love
attempts and not being honest to him that she is off-limits, makes me pissed.
It feels like she is cheating on her boyfriend. No offense. Well, yeah, even
though Milea breaks up with his boyfriend in the end.
Other than that, the plot is
okay, even though I feel like there is no climax to it. I feel like watching a teenage
drama with no plot at all. It’s all about Dilan chasing after Milea and Milea
falls for him, jealousy here jealousy there, teenagers having a fight, they get
their happy ending by getting together, and yada yada.
Iqbaal Ramadhan heals my
disappoinment though. He is the center of the movie, The Man of The Century, dropdead gorgeous, so charming,
so charismatic. I am swooned real hard.
In conclusion, if you are the
type of person who enjoys teenage drama then I would recommend you this movie. But
if you think that the over-cheesy romance is completely not your forté, I recommend
you to just save your time and watch anime at home instead.
