Remember When...

Remember when our eyes met and it made me giggles for a second.
Your smile was melting me down.
I felt something 'new'...
Something that will make those butterflies on your stomach.
After that moment, I think about you everyday.
I don't know what is this but I think I really like you. Maybe.
It's funny when you just walk by in front of me but it can make my heart beats so fast. Laugh out loud.
And then....I see you played around with that girl. That pretty girl.
I feel so--uhm--jealous?
My friend told me that she is your girlfriend.
I tried to forget you. Yes I did.
But it was unsuccessful because months later you broke up with her and you came to me.
Your smile melted me down for the second times.
Or maybe for the hundred times.
I fall in love with you for hundred times too.
We had eyecontacts oftenly.
I love it. But...just that?
Is there something more or we are just friend?
Is there possibility that you feel the same way about me?
Those butterflies?
Those fast heartbeats?
Or it's just me who feels we can make it?

Am I the only one who keeps this love for you?

Well, it comes to the end.
I don't want to hurt myself and I don't want to beg for your love.
Sigh, I move okay.
Move on is the best thing that I can do at this moment.
It's funny when you want to move from him while he is indeed not yours from the start.
Because I'm just too scare.
I'm scare if it's true that I'm the only one here who loves you. That adores you.
That thinks about you everytime.

You are the best thing that I never had.
Thanks for those smiles from your face.
Thanks for everything.

Goodbye☺